The wife wants divorce, she decided the umpteen years I worked while she did what she wanted and the recent times when I lost my job and now she's working is me using her and I'm a C###. Apparently all ordinary loving couples need to wear fancy clothing and take plenty of foreign holidays and sh#t or it's a load of b#ll#cks. Oh and wives should never have to work, well thats my soon to be ex wifes point of view. Apparently I was a 'good man until the money ran out. So I start thinking I shouldn't have married her and wasted 13 years with her, shouldn't have spent any money on or with her, shouldn't have come to Russia, that way I would not be about to leave here 50 years old, homeless, penniless to start life again in a country I'm practically a guest, I am so detached from life in the UK for so long I haven't got a clue. What's that point, I'm going to be on the streets in a matter of weeks, why do I need to suffer that pain. I'm not really looking for an answers, just got no one to speak to here and just wanted to get it out. Shit what a waste of a life, i've been an bl##dy idiot. If anyone ever sees this try and do better, don't fool yourself, the first sign it's b#ll#cks clear off and start afresh before it's too late, you can do it.