Everything was good freshman year.. Now I'm a senior.. Sophomore year I came out of the closet as bisexual... Then days later I found out that for 10 years my step father had been sexually assaulting my sister... She's 12... Then a month later my real father went to jail.. It was hard.. And people constantly treated me badly because I was with a girl.. Now I'm a senior.. And 4 months ago I was also raped by a kid from school and a 27 year old guy. I had to change schools and leave my girlfriend behind.. The only one that actually cares about me. I'm alone and it hurts.. I've been self harming since I was a freshman.. And sometimes I feel like I just want it all to end..