I am so depressed right now. I attempted suicide earlier this week and it didn't work. I woke up about a day and a half after I tried to take my life and now I feel more trapped than ever. That was my 4th attempt in the last 3 years. Can't even kill myself right!!!!! I think ok there must be more to life or I wouldn't be here but my mind is so focused on getting out that I am having trouble seeing the light. What do I do?????