I don't know what the hell's the matter with me. Maybe I just don't know what I want. Maybe I want what I can't have. That can't be normal, right? See, it's like this. For the past few months what I've noticed most about myself is that whenever my parents are with me, or ask me to stay with them just to spend time together (quantity time--not really quality time), I really don't like it. I almost hate it. Because I feel that I can't get anything done while they're around--they always want me to talk to them or just watch TV with them. What's twisted is that the moment they're gone, I don't feel that peace and quiet of finally being alone. I feel a really really deep loneliness. The moment they're out of the house, just after I finally manage to get away from them, I want them back because I feel extremely lonely, and then extremely sad because I'm lonely. Then when they come back home, all I want to do is stay in my room, away from them. Then they leave again and I want them to come back. Does this happen to anyone else? Is this normal?