I just told all my friends that I may not be at school next semester. And I told the guy that I kinda like that I'm not interested in him. And then we had a huge long talk in which he was incredibly supportive and caring. Problem is I don't know if I'll be alive in a month. And I don't know where I'll be living next Tues., let alone where I'll be next Feb. So I don't want to be getting people's hopes up for seeing me again. Is that wrong? Because it feels so bad.