I don't know what this feeling is...?

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by dahlia_res, Sep 24, 2013.

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  1. dahlia_res

    dahlia_res New Member

    Is it nothing? Not.. "nothing bad," but the absence of feelings entirely?
    I believe that the state of depression comes first... Then the numbness. At least, for me.
    But this is nothing like how it was before. I can logically see that. It was so much worse. I couldn't function. I wasn't happy. I wasn't fine.
    Now it's different. I'm functioning... I'm just not happy.
    I want to die.
    Why do I want to die? I have no right to consider that. I got through so much worse with respect to feelings.
  2. flowers

    flowers Senior Member

    I think that healing is like a spiral. stuff can come up again because maybe theres more to be seen or healed. Its not a bad thing. Its part of healing. Of course I cant really know if this is the reason why things are coming up when you are functioning fine. Sometimes old feelings and stuff can sneak back as an opportunity to do more work on it. So i wanted to offer that as a possibility.
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