Ive been thinking over the past few weeks. Ive had enough of life. I cant be alive anymore. I cant cope with my stupid, pointless life. Everybody hates me. Im sure my boyfriend wants to leave me because he cant cope with me anymore. My family ignore the problems. Life is just so rubbish, it must end. I wish Id never been born, why was I ever born! I hate myself so much. The only way I can ever be happy is if im dead! Im so positive that dying is the only answer! Nothings real anymore, I just exist!