I don't see the point in anything anymore. We try to fail. Dream to have our dreams broken. Love to have it not be returned. And we live to die. I feel like life is one big game, and I want to quit before I lose. I dont feel like I have anything to live for anymore. My family actually does ignore me, my friends don't understand what I go through with depression, axienty and being bipolar. I don't feel like my future is something worth going through all this pain. I probably won't even have a good future. I tried to tell people when this first started, but no one listens. I result to self harm, my way of screaming something is deeply wrong and that my bleeding inside hurts more than any amount of pain I could inflict on the outside. But no one listens. I feel like such a failure and a disappointment. I dont even want to live in this world, its an awful place. We kill our planet, animals, and each other. I just want to leave. I cant handle anything anymore. There is nothing worth the pain i feel.