in the 8th grade(a couple years ago), i took a bunch of pills, and each time i woke up i would take more and more, i slept for a week before my little brother came to my rooma nd got me out of bed. there havebeen 2 more times since then, one just being a couple of days ago. i am new here, i dont really know what else to do. i dont really know how much more i can take. i have attempted 3 times. i cant even suceed in commiting, what the hell good am i? i just want to disappear. ive been to the hospital because of this shit, i am on pills for it, i see a counsilor, nothing is working i feel like i am stuck in this amnd iam going to be forver. i dont want to be around anymore. no one really cares. i feel it would effect anyone. why am i here then? im so lost.