you told me you never intended on hurting me, it just happens. things change, people change, feelings change. but if feelings change does that mean that they never loved you? i never imagined id be looking for you in a room full of people or missing the way you smelled... it just happens.. i didn't mean to fall so hard, or be so bitchy, or ruin everything good that ever comes in my life.. everyday dying just sounds better and better. all i am is a burden on everyone anyway.. always getting told i never do anything but the truth is i cant.. im not emotionally stable but i cant let anyone know that because if so its something that can get held over my shoulders. so i keep everything bottled in, im just over it.. im sorry i wasn't enough.. because nothing makes me happier, and nothing makes me sadder.. than you.