Ive never posted on here before because I've been too scared, but I really don't know what to do anymore. He's following me everywhere. He emails me telling me what I've worn that day, he knew that I was off sick yesterday. He turned up at my house. He was here again. He would have done it again if I'd let him in. I can't live in fear of him anymore. My mum hits me, and abuses me in other ways. She's always hit me. She's never wanted me. Always told me that she tried to have an abortion. My dad doesn't stick up for me. No-one else in my family cares. My brother left home because of her, and rarely comes home. The only way out for me is uni, but because of my mental health records, that isn't a possibilty anymore. I'm stuck here forever. 'He' loves me, but hurts me at every opportunity. I can't have a boyfriend because of what happened. No-one wants me. I slice myself to pieces and I take regular OD's. I;ve had enough. I haven't got the fight in me anymore. I give up.