ok for the past month or so i just had so much going on thats really got me down. and as each day goes on i seem to get worse. i cant handle it anymore. i dont even know what to think anymore everything is so confusing to me. and i enterd my self into a rehab and while i been off pills for more than a week now i caouldnt handle the craving i had for them so i would chug nyquil. and now im at the point where i dont care about anythig anymore. its like i feel just being dead isd the only way to stop everything. idk what i want to do anymore.