I know pills dont really help people but for a while they made me not depressed but living in a residential treatment center everything they tell you or do for you means FUCK ALL they lie to you and push you till you break so all they do is create more problems and they call that help im in there cause i cant control my anger but the only reason i bother to control it is to not go to jail. All i want is to be free i can control my anger I've told them im done I've shown them for over two months now. I am slowly going insane from the stress that this fucking place creates. All they are doing is fucking over all the friends i have made there. They have fired the only staff i trust with the exception of one and they drove him to quit. I'm so sick of all this shit what should i do all there doing is lying to me to make me happy but it only destroys what hope i have and the single shred of respect i have for them they act like little angels to me they are so nice to me but all they have done is fuck me over. Like they told me they would consider me to leave the place and go back home before school started and then they set my next staffing the day after they promised me they would like me to leave. And my case worker says yes you can have a five day home pass which is were i go to home and get a break from this place and then she cuts it short using the excuse that i will be doing a psych eval that day when i already took a 12 - 14 hour psych eval. And the stupid lying sack of shit couldn't set it for another date like the next day after i get back from pass. The only good thing that has come out of this is i can control my anger and i got some new friends but i feel like going crazy just to show them how fucked up all this shit there doing to me. I'm not looking for pity im looking for a good excuse to not go crazy. So any advice you guys have is appreciated.