Hi, I don't know what to do so I came here. I have been extremely suicidal for weeks and my grip on controlling the urges is slipping. I have had two major suicide attempts this year and I know that one of these times I am not going to make it out. I don't know what to do, I am bipolar and have borderline personality disorder and have been off meds for months. Some people don't think I need meds and my therapist thinks I should try all natural approaches but I am miserable. I just want this pain to stop. I don't know what to do, any help would be appreciated.