I'm just so tired of trying to do anything because nothing has or even seems likely to work. I went to a job fair for a new restaurant opening up with 90 positions to fill. I have experience in a kitchen and always enjoy cooking. It was a short interview because they had so many to do but I was told they were impressed and would contact me to set up a time for a second interview. Just got the call and was informed that they were very impressed with my demeanor and what not but that I had actually not been selected for a second interview. I have been unemployed for over a year now. The jobs I had before that were only for a few months of construction and I got them because my family connection to it. I've only managed to make it this long because my father was legally forced to give me $9000 towards paying my school. Problem is my loan is $35000. So the minimum payments have been coming out every month with half of it just going to cover the interest. I am now left with a grand total of $67 in my bank account and another $424 is due at the end of the month. I just can't get a job. I'm constantly applying for jobs that I'm way overqualified for simply because there are no jobs I'm qualified for available in my area and I really need money. I would love to take so many other paths (internships) and gain experience so that I can apply for the jobs in my field but I have the equivalent of rent to pay every fucking month without it actually giving me shelter or support. It's a fucking tax for being the first person in my family to go past high school and for being someone who uses their head more than their hands. I just don't know what to do anymore. I've just wanted to be dead for so long.