I'm feeling a tad suicidal, but I want this feeling to go away. I don't want to really commit suicide or cut, I promised several people that I wouldn't cut or commit suicide, and I try to keep my promises. I told my best friend that I was suicidal and depressed last night. it felt like a weight fell off of my shoulders and I cried heavily. But I don't know what to do to put my suicidal feelings away.