Ok, so here is the deal. I hate my life and hate living. I dont want to kill myself right now tho. I hate school, School is the worst thing in the world. I got to the BEST school in the area and I have a very low GPA. I cant leave the school becuase my parents wont let me. Therefore I cant get into college. I hate everything about my life. I dont knwo what to do. Do I have depression? Who should I talk to?? What would they do for me??? I cant take living anymore and hate life. I hate my parents becuase I am super ugly and im not surprised becuase I dont expect anything that comes from my parents to be good. I hate living, I hate Life, I just wanna die and i donr care what happens, I just wanna get out of here. And no Im not just fustrated or mad and just ranting. I am like this all the damn time