I feel I've reached the dead end. I'm 20 years old male, currently living with a relative far from where I grew up. I've been dealing with depression for years, it's affecting me physically and every way. I now have ZERO friends, no supportive family, and no plans. I've basically been on a bed locked up in some sort of prison for the past 3 or 4 years. I think ive had enough. This isn't the first time I asked for help online, I've done so on reddit but can someone please tell me what to do? I'm barely functioning. I'm in very poor physical health due to depression and neglect. Up until recently, I was eating only one meal a day. What can I do to help myself? I've got no money, I have no clue what to do. I don't really want to die, but I don't want to suffer any more pain either.