hi anyone who reads this im a 21 year old loser. im socially stunted, i have no friends no goals no passions. im constantly depressed both on a personal and a weirdly existential level (like i get so upset at the unfairness of human existence i actually lie down and cry for an hour or two) im 6 weeks away from finishing a pretty useless bachelors degree. ive never had a job. the only things that bring me any amount of satisfaction are music, fictional worlds, and eating i guess. i feel like i have nothing to live for. the only person i talk to on a daily (even weekly sometimes) basis is my mum but even then theres always this underlying tension to do with the past so its not really a deep connection, just really i dunno, empty. i cant see myself moving past this stupid stage of my life where i just sit at home all the time (aside from doing university). i have no motivations or skills of any sort and my social skills are worse than a toddler's. so i cant see myself getting a job or even getting through the interview like a well adjusted person. my father is really traditional and religious so he treats me as a fragile woman who needs to be taken care of by a man. he has, for my entire life, forbidden me from doing anything 'fun' ive wanted to do which is part of the reason for my lack of hobbies and social skills. even now he doesnt allow me to go anywhere but the local shops or uni, unless accompanied by a family member. i dont know im just rambling here. im sad and lonely and have nothing to live for so i dont know what to do. i am so tired of this and dont see any way out except death. i dont know what you could reply to this but if anyone has any advice for me id really appreciate it.