I bunked of school yesterday, because I couldnt face going in because I would have panic attacks, and get into severe depression. I just couldnt handle it one day. My school obviously found out and told my mum. She told me she can't handle me anymore and im a miserable prick. which really didnt help me .. I don't even know why im depressed... nothing's happened, I guess it must of just been a conbination of events in my life. My parents are deciding punishments as we speak im stuck down here scared shitless, And She say's she thinks she might kick me out. I mean I know that's not the worst thing for some people, but im mentally unstable, and i've got no people skills, so I probably won't get a good job, and Im just really rubbish at everything, and Im not even over-doing it here. Suicide is the logical thing here, I know a method, and Im really curious to find out what the other side is like either way. I might try living on the streets for a while see If I can cope but i know I wont be able to...... I mean my parents have done a lot for me, its just they dont get why im depressed and such a failure at school, my other brothers coped just fine so they compare me to them and then tell me im worse. its so fucking moronic. Thing is, im a coward, and a bit weak, so i take this a bit harder then most people, i might not even be "SEVERELY" depressed, but It sure as hell feels like it. But the way I see it, i've got two options, get kicked out, or kill myself. I don't know if it was just a threat to kick me out, but either way I still have to go to school and it damages my mental health. I fucking can't do this anymore. Along with all this I'm taking my gcse's in a couple of weeks and I know hand on my heart Im not gonna get five A-C'S then, so They'll kick me out. I don't want to wait it out, I want to plan now. Please tell me what to do.