I have no social life. I honestly truly don't. I have only hung out with friends outside of school twice in my entire life. I have never been to a friend's house or brought a friend home. I've never had a girlfriend or sex. Every day I come home and seriously do nothing. I pretty much just sleep or listen to music. I've done this pretty much my entire life. No one ever asks me if I want to hang out. However, I did meet this girl who I want to hang out with. But I'm pretty sure she doesn't like me very much. Every time I call she doesn't pick up the phone. I keep telling her that I want to hang out and I try to be an alright guy and make jokes, but that doesn't seem to work. I've been asking her to hang out with June or July. She doesn't take me seriously whenever I tell her that I have no social life. She just tells me that it's going to be alright without ever really doing anything. Currently I'm not suicidal. I am getting there. I used to be suicidal about a year ago, but I was Baker Acted and stayed at a mental hospital for 3 days. Ever since then I keep telling myself that I'm going to completely change my life around. But I haven't at all. I'm still where I was a year ago. Why is getting a social life so hard?