I'm here arn't I? so that has to mean something. I have never been on this site before, i have never been to any site like this. But I don't know what else to do. I think it's called the snowball effect, where things pile, and pile, and pile on top of each other... And i'm really starting to feel the wait. I have tried a lot of solutions, to help. Basically all accept one. And i'm not sure if i'm ready for that yet, so I guss that's why i'm here. I have to tell SOMEONE what's going on because no one listens I need to start somewhere.