i don't know what to do

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by nimbus, Feb 16, 2010.

  1. nimbus

    nimbus Well-Known Member

    bills are piling up. work is scarce. i am a jerk.

    today the wind caught my car door and smashed it into another car. fairly good ding. i just fled. i wanted to leave a note with my info but i can't afford to pay a deductible or higher insurance rates right now. that would pretty much sink me. i felt terrible and now just feel guilty.

    if there is any karma in the world i'll get run down by a bus tomorrow. somehow i think i'd be ok with this.

    is it wrong to just want the pain to stop, at any cost?
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    When your in that kind of pain it is understandable you would do anything to stop it. Just hang on okay trying take one thing at a time and breath slowly.