Hi, so i'm coming to the end of my first year of university. i feel like i've made the wrong choice in course and slacked off alot of the year. since then i've decided to change course and i have to get at least 20% in all my modules and i'm almost sure i'm not going to make it. i've run up alot of debt and now i can't afford to buy food. i'm going home to live with my girlfriend tomorrow but i still can't afford anything. i've tried getting a job everywhere but i can't seem to do it and i feel like i'm sinking more and more and i dont know what to do. I feel like i want to die.