I feel I am in immanent danger of killing myself, or doing some form of severe harm. I have no one left to talk to about this. I have tried everything, every type of medication, extensive therapy, talking about it. I feel even stupid posting this here. I'm not sure I'm making the right decision saying this. But I can't bring myself to go to a hospital for suicide watch. I'm scared of what's involved, I'm especially scared of the financial cost (for me, or my friends or family). I need someone to talk to. I just do not know what to do.