I usually just browse around in these forums, I read people's post and empathize with them.
I have gone through a lot just like most on this site. I need to share something because I feel like if I don't it's gonna kill me from the inside. I feel like the people on this site would understand me better then anyone. I am currently in counselling, which is going good, just started tho.
So here I go
So there is this person (she is my school instructor) I feel like I have a connection with her. I love being around her and I love learning from her. After a few months I started to be so interested that I started writing cards to her, friendship cards, caring cards. She loves them, ands says she totally appreciates me and is flattered by me.
So recently I straight told her how I would love to be her friend, she didn't say no. She reacted quiet excited. By the end of the conversation we said we would soon hang out and do something together. I was so very excited after. It totally made my day.
But since then it's feels different, I don't know if it actually is. I feel like she does not actually want to be around me. I don't know what to do about it. Because she is my instructor, I can't make it too weird, even tho I feel like I have already done so. Besides the cards I would just randomly email her, see how she is doing.
I guess I want more in return, not presents or anything, but creating a better connection and friendship, if that's what she actually wanted.
Well I better stop here and see if anyone would read this, there is so much more on my mind.
Jacquie
I have gone through a lot just like most on this site. I need to share something because I feel like if I don't it's gonna kill me from the inside. I feel like the people on this site would understand me better then anyone. I am currently in counselling, which is going good, just started tho.
So here I go
So there is this person (she is my school instructor) I feel like I have a connection with her. I love being around her and I love learning from her. After a few months I started to be so interested that I started writing cards to her, friendship cards, caring cards. She loves them, ands says she totally appreciates me and is flattered by me.
So recently I straight told her how I would love to be her friend, she didn't say no. She reacted quiet excited. By the end of the conversation we said we would soon hang out and do something together. I was so very excited after. It totally made my day.
But since then it's feels different, I don't know if it actually is. I feel like she does not actually want to be around me. I don't know what to do about it. Because she is my instructor, I can't make it too weird, even tho I feel like I have already done so. Besides the cards I would just randomly email her, see how she is doing.
I guess I want more in return, not presents or anything, but creating a better connection and friendship, if that's what she actually wanted.
Well I better stop here and see if anyone would read this, there is so much more on my mind.
Jacquie