After seeing a counsilor for the first two times in my life, I am even worse now than ever before. I just want to scream. All she can tell me is that "You are a great guy, and have a lot of future to yourself, but you have to figure it out."... OK. That really helped. I told her that I had considered suicide when she asked, but I didnt tell her that I was pretty much ready to do it at any time. I dont know what to do! I hate my life, and the direction it is going. I am lonely, and have few friends too. Forget a serious girlfriend. At this rate, I will die a lonely, unhappy guy and virgin, either now or in old age. Sheesh.. AAAAAAUUURRRRRGGHHHH!!!!