I don't even know what to say, or how I ended up here. I don't know what I'm searching for. I just feel completely broken and empty and alone. The only one who would ever care about or look after someone like me, left me. I don't blame him, I'm useless. I know what my future holds now; packing boxes in a warehouse all day, coming home to a cold dark room every night eating frozen meals, and knowing that no one cares. There was hope for a minute there - a happy life, a family... But I couldn't let myself have that, could I? Now here I am, so hello.