In highschool I had friends and stuff but nobody that cared about me and for some reason girls always rejected me I wasn't that ugly or anything and quite popular. I just think I have really bad luck while other people get to be in a relationship. I always got nothing no matter how optimistic, dressed nicely or whatever girls always found whatever friend I was with or whatever other guy thats in the room is better then me. I have graduated since then and even though I wasn't ugly then I am now balding and know for a fact that if I couldn't get a girl in highschool when I knew everyone and was ok looking. I will never be able to get one in college and balding. So I've simply gave up. I used to be outgoing but now I try to stay in my room as much as possible and chill on my computer because I know that there is nothing out there for me other then rejection. Now I'm bored with my computer, I have nothing, I'll never find love or even a girl to cuddle with I'll end up with some shitty job and I'm just bitter and fed up. so I'm thinking about ending my life I feel like it gets worse every year. Its like a bad movie shouldn't you turn it off before it gets worse.