I didn't know where this was suppose to go, so I am just typing it here.. A day ago, I felt suicidal, but, for the past few months, I have been feeling like death has been chasing me anyways. At this point I have become detatched from reality and emotions, and I never had this happen to me before..A couple of weeks ago, I felt the present of death, it was standing near me..If I die, I do not want to go out that way.. I want to land among the stars..For the past few months, I've been having dreams that the earth was ending and that my world was ending, and that the people who live on other planets were coming back to get me.. I always wondered why I suffered here on earth, but now im starting to think that I know the reason..I started beliving I was incarnated oon another planet..My spirit anyways.. This has made me depressed finding this out, because i have had strange phenomenon's happen to me and NOBODY would ever believe me.. This makes me feel alone, like I want to die from time to time..it also contributes to my eccentricity. Everyone will think I'm crazy if I told them about the things those beings told me..and they aren't evil, they are nice.. I'm just so derpessed here on earth, I've lost hope for myself..thats why I decided to give myself up to a therapist as well. : ( I will never have a life, EVER. ..but I guess I don't need one, since earth is probably not my home..I just wish I was dead...only if what I am experiencing is GOOD..