Aaaaaaaaaah
My mom keeps!! Coughing!! She keeps coughing!!!!!!!
But I worry if I record my mom coughing and post a video of it on Tumblr, people will say negative things again, like when I posted the video on Tumblr of the ambulance taking my mom away to the hospital in the past.
And I keep hearing the dog barking!!!
I don't know what to do!!!!!!! To vent about my mom coughing and the dog barking so that lots and lots of random strangers I never met before give me virtual hugs and sympathy?
I was making videos of me venting on a private vent Instagram account, but the haters found it and re-uploaded them all on YouTube without my permission, renaming it to "[ShyGuy] stages fake mental breakdown to emotionally manipulate people into giving him attention"
I don't know how to make videos of me screaming "Listen here you FREAKING losers that are NOT helping me out, a FREAKIN' cool dog I love keeps barking and [screams very, very, very loudly for over 4 minutes to show my pain] I NEED HEEELLP!!! And I feel so bad... and lonely.. and sad.. So someone please help me, you freakin' terrible followers of mine that haven't done jack shiz to help me out yet" because it didn't work out last time I made lots of vent videos like that
Arrrrgh, I keep hearing the dog barking!! I need help!!! Obviously not with the dog barking, but with my internet Sensei slandaring me on Twitter 4 years ago. And I'm sooo FREAKIN' LONELY!! I wish that one of you freaking losers that fail at life would be my friend, even though you're worthless and I don't care about you compared to my old friends from 4 years ago, please talk to me anyways!! I need help.. with the internet drama from 4 years ago.."
Sorry, I'm really out of it from my new medicine and not eating for 2 days. I obviously don't call strangers worthless losers, that was just a "trolling myself" joke where I make myself look bad to entertain others, since many people in the past took joy in making fun of me, so sometimes I make myself look worst to entertain them.
But I actually did talk a bit negative like that in the huge mental breakdown vent video I made where I kept throwing away my food and like saying it's the viewers' fault for not helping me out and that I wish those freaking viewers would finally help me out from the thing that murdered me 4 years ago over the internet, though.
There is spaghetti in front of me now that my mom made for me but I haven't touched my food at all because the dog.. keeps barking.. I need to make audio or video vents of me screaming at the very top of my lungs for 5 minutes and post it online so that random online strangers will give me hugs and the sympathy I want..but haters re-uploaded them on YouTube without my permission while making fun of me, and a hater kept replying to all my Tumblr posts saying "No one cares. Stop posting."
I don't know where else to get lots of sympathy from lots of random strangers! This place is good, but I vented with like 12 huge paragraphs, sometimes repeating the same stuff so that what I'm saying is clear, then no one responded so I repeated the same things but worded differently in like another thread or two but no one responded. And that's okay! I just mean it might not be enough for me; I want to vent with audio or/and video sometimes cuz sometimes I am too overwhelmed to type stuff out.
My mom keeps!! Coughing!! She keeps coughing!!!!!!!
But I worry if I record my mom coughing and post a video of it on Tumblr, people will say negative things again, like when I posted the video on Tumblr of the ambulance taking my mom away to the hospital in the past.
And I keep hearing the dog barking!!!
I don't know what to do!!!!!!! To vent about my mom coughing and the dog barking so that lots and lots of random strangers I never met before give me virtual hugs and sympathy?
I was making videos of me venting on a private vent Instagram account, but the haters found it and re-uploaded them all on YouTube without my permission, renaming it to "[ShyGuy] stages fake mental breakdown to emotionally manipulate people into giving him attention"
I don't know how to make videos of me screaming "Listen here you FREAKING losers that are NOT helping me out, a FREAKIN' cool dog I love keeps barking and [screams very, very, very loudly for over 4 minutes to show my pain] I NEED HEEELLP!!! And I feel so bad... and lonely.. and sad.. So someone please help me, you freakin' terrible followers of mine that haven't done jack shiz to help me out yet" because it didn't work out last time I made lots of vent videos like that
Arrrrgh, I keep hearing the dog barking!! I need help!!! Obviously not with the dog barking, but with my internet Sensei slandaring me on Twitter 4 years ago. And I'm sooo FREAKIN' LONELY!! I wish that one of you freaking losers that fail at life would be my friend, even though you're worthless and I don't care about you compared to my old friends from 4 years ago, please talk to me anyways!! I need help.. with the internet drama from 4 years ago.."
Sorry, I'm really out of it from my new medicine and not eating for 2 days. I obviously don't call strangers worthless losers, that was just a "trolling myself" joke where I make myself look bad to entertain others, since many people in the past took joy in making fun of me, so sometimes I make myself look worst to entertain them.
But I actually did talk a bit negative like that in the huge mental breakdown vent video I made where I kept throwing away my food and like saying it's the viewers' fault for not helping me out and that I wish those freaking viewers would finally help me out from the thing that murdered me 4 years ago over the internet, though.
There is spaghetti in front of me now that my mom made for me but I haven't touched my food at all because the dog.. keeps barking.. I need to make audio or video vents of me screaming at the very top of my lungs for 5 minutes and post it online so that random online strangers will give me hugs and the sympathy I want..but haters re-uploaded them on YouTube without my permission while making fun of me, and a hater kept replying to all my Tumblr posts saying "No one cares. Stop posting."
I don't know where else to get lots of sympathy from lots of random strangers! This place is good, but I vented with like 12 huge paragraphs, sometimes repeating the same stuff so that what I'm saying is clear, then no one responded so I repeated the same things but worded differently in like another thread or two but no one responded. And that's okay! I just mean it might not be enough for me; I want to vent with audio or/and video sometimes cuz sometimes I am too overwhelmed to type stuff out.