So I've been suicidal pretty consistently for about five years now, and I don't really know what to do now other than off myself. I left my job last year when I went through a particularly bad session and was certain I was going to off myself. Unfortunately after a couple of attempts I quit trying. Haven't tried again since which is the longest I've gone by far, but I regret not being able to go through with it.
Since then I've tried numerous things to get me out of this, but nothing seems to help. I've been eating healthy, exercising outside a ton, doing charity work, learning new skills. Nothing makes me feel better. I just don't see any way anything gets better ever. I don't understand why I shouldn't off myself.
Since then I've tried numerous things to get me out of this, but nothing seems to help. I've been eating healthy, exercising outside a ton, doing charity work, learning new skills. Nothing makes me feel better. I just don't see any way anything gets better ever. I don't understand why I shouldn't off myself.