Well yesterday was the fourth, and I did nothing. Thew only person That talked to me didn't feel good, so I didn't go to the fireworks. I have some, and didn't launch them off either. A ton of my team is down here, and no one called me. I talked to a bunch of them, and then none of the called me to see what was going on. I hate my life it's such a waste. I don't do anything I have no friends I have no one. I'll do anything for people, and what do I get back, nothing absolutely nothing. Noone wants to be my friend, no one wants to hang out with me, I mean, I'm in college, and I can't even get people to talk and drink or invite me to a party. I'm so sick of it all, I don't know why I bother. I try to be a good person, I always have been, I am always theee for friends and what do I get in return? Time to sound alone while these people go have fun. I hate my life.