I don't know why I try to stop hurting myself. In the end, i'll always come back to it. The plan to stop will be a total success, for months. On this last occasion, it had been about 7 months sinse i'd last cut. But today I did it again. Over the last 5 years i've noticed all of my psychiatric unit admissions, all of my suicide attempts have been between the end of August and the end of February. I've tried to drop hints, i've even come out and said it; this time of year is really bad for me. "IT'S BAD FOR EVERYONE". That's the response I get.