I don't know why I bother.

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by existing, Oct 22, 2006.

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  1. existing

    existing Active Member

    I don't know why I try to stop hurting myself.
    In the end, i'll always come back to it.
    The plan to stop will be a total success, for months.
    On this last occasion, it had been about 7 months sinse i'd last cut. But today I did it again.

    Over the last 5 years i've noticed all of my psychiatric unit admissions, all of my suicide attempts have been between the end of August and the end of February.
    I've tried to drop hints, i've even come out and said it; this time of year is really bad for me.
    "IT'S BAD FOR EVERYONE". That's the response I get.
  2. Allo..

    Allo.. Well-Known Member

    You bother because there is always a high chance that you can get thru it. believe that you can and dont give up. take care x
  3. allofme

    allofme Staff Alumni

    have you asked your doctor about

    seasonal affective disorder

    it has to do with the lack or ultra violate light we dont get enough of in the winter months..
  4. allofme

    allofme Staff Alumni

    o and please look at the success of going so long without cutting ... it is seven months ... to one day....

    you r way ahead .... hugs....
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