For quite a while i've been member of this community, but i've never been able to put my problem in words. I don't know what i am suffering from? I have lost all interest in everything, including life. I've seriously contemplated suicide for over a year but never could muster courage enough, or probably even that doesn't interest me. I am a student, 21 year old, and I have a girlfriend too. But i feel as if i have doomed her life as well by including it in mine. She is often sad because i can't bring myself up to doing anything. I am lagging in my studies, my health is deteriorating, aaaaaghh. Recently i had an accident but i survived. When i returned home everybody was crying, (I didn't need to be admitted to a hospital), but i never felt any sadness over my getting injured, nor could i share their pain. I have been living a normal life uptil 1-2 years back.... Can someone please tell what has happened to me??