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...How much longer I'll be able to take this.
I post this anonymously, because I don't want a certain member here to know that I'm feeling like this.
Thing is, I care about someone a hell of a lot. But they're no good for me. They're feeling down a lot lately and I'm the only one who can comfort them. And I love them so much, I try to be there for them as much as possible and try to help them as much as possible. I want them to be happy, because that makes me happy. But it's taking me down. Everytime it's leaving me drained and shattered and down myself. I seriously don't know how much longer I'll be able to deal with this. I'm going under. But I have to keep doing this. I love them too much to stop being there for them.
I don't know what to do anymore. I'm just ... I'm heading to the verge...
I post this anonymously, because I don't want a certain member here to know that I'm feeling like this.
Thing is, I care about someone a hell of a lot. But they're no good for me. They're feeling down a lot lately and I'm the only one who can comfort them. And I love them so much, I try to be there for them as much as possible and try to help them as much as possible. I want them to be happy, because that makes me happy. But it's taking me down. Everytime it's leaving me drained and shattered and down myself. I seriously don't know how much longer I'll be able to deal with this. I'm going under. But I have to keep doing this. I love them too much to stop being there for them.
I don't know what to do anymore. I'm just ... I'm heading to the verge...