These last few weeks have been so shitty, shit is not even the word for what i am feeling like right now, i asked for help two weeks ago, i never got that help, i want to die so bad, well i feel like i want to die so bad, i hate this feeling, it feels like its eating me up. The other day one of my friends, she is a little older then me, said that she would get help for me the next day because she knew i could go on like this, i was and am so suicidal right now, the thoughts are there like 24/7 for the past few weeks, anyways, she never did get help for me, and i just dont know what to do because i cant do it alone, i cant go to the doctor and tell him how i feel, i think it would be weird doing that. I think i need more then just some pills, cause its not just in the head its in my heart, which hurts even more.
I dont expect anyone here to give me advice, i just wanted to share what i feel and that i am not sure what to do any longer....
I dont expect anyone here to give me advice, i just wanted to share what i feel and that i am not sure what to do any longer....