y am i fighting, what am i fighting for, all these years of hurt and pain and now i dont even know what its for. i dont see a meaning in life anymore i dont see a reason to live. i guess i have what this world calls friends ppl who keep pushin me back and want me to stay. but y, y im just another nobody im the quiet one i dont talk if i was in a room of ppl u wouldnt even know that im there. were all just a nobody if your not rich and on tv your nothing, im sick of all these ppl going around school and living there life thinking they are all that and the world revolves around them.y dose a person like me have a life i dont even want it id rather end it than to keep it. a person that dosent appeciate having life, y me i wanna be happy i wanna have friends i hate this fucken depression whoever gave us humans this feeling is fucked in the head! i have a family here ppl that love and care bout me joe,john,danni and my mom crystal, if only they were my real family itd be great. i love u all!