Me and my girlfriend have had sex about 3 times. And each time it didn't feel good at all. it didn't hurt. But it was just time consuming and the entire time I was thinking when it would be over. She orgasmed so I guess she enjoyed it. But I don't know if I'm gay because of this. I like her because she was the first person to take interest in me in a long time. And I'm really happy that she did because I was very, very lonely. I don't think I like men, but I just don't like that. I'd much rather be watchinga movie with her but she ends up wanting it so bad from me and I'm embarassed to say no because she's done so m uch to me to make me feel better I feel like I owe it to her. And I just fake an orgasm every time and be like, "Yeah. It feels good. Sure" Because I dont' want to hurt her feelings. I don't want to do that anymore. What should I do? I might be asexual. I don't know.