What is wrong with me? I am in such a low mood today I can't think about anything then I get the ex passing messages to me. Do I really care what you have to say after how you treat me? NO! Stop it. just stop it! I have enough to think about without you again, just don't do it please, I can't talk to anyone at the minute about what's bugging me because why should anyone care? Why does anyone care? I'm not worth anything not even your spit if I was on fire. So why do people bother? I'm going to deal with things in my own way, not talk just always be "fine" because that's what is expected, someone turns round and goes "how are you?" so for once I thought cut the bull crap and said "i'm shit, you?" they turned round and goes oh ok never mind I just needed to rant at you FFS why me? I have enough on but yeah whatever rant at me I don't care, I'm not important. So now I have to be fine all the time. Fine for other people, I never can be upset or not ok, I'm not important, my feelings don't count. Do I even count? Meh, whatever. So yeah. I'm fine.