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God. I always have too much to say. I'm going to try to keep this short.

I'm a mouse in a wheel; just running. Not oblivious to the fact that as I run I go nowhere. Yet I run. I heave and I struggle and I run and I watch as the scenery around me remains static like a painting. The only thing changing is me.
Nothing stays the same. I am in constant flux.
Yet things in my world do not change, despite the endless potential that exists in my atomic composition. I, We live in a world where each time we turn our heads we could find a new world, yet we continue to create our future based on what we have seen in our past.

Stop it. Just stop.

Get out of the wheel. Climb out of the little glass tank. Just stop it.

Just kill yourself, Ashton. You are broken.
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I honestly don't know what to say here. I'm not sure I understand what you are talking about, but perhaps that is becasue i don't know you well enough yet. I guess the world can be very unpredictable and just whne we think we are going to get someowhere it throws everything in our faces. I guess all i can do here is offer a :hug:

i dont know what to say either, many times it feels that no matter how hard we try we never seem to be able to change the situation, sometimes we can put all out energy and thoughts into changing the situation but sometimes it doesn't work, just takes time and when it your turn it will happen
Many of us feel the same way that our life is so repeatative that we start to wonder what is the reason we're even alive. I know I do. Its like at times each day is the same as the day before which seems meaningless and pointless. But all we can do is just try to have fun and enjoy that fact that we're all here together. I know it doesnt seem like it but everybody is in this world together.
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