I feel like I'm dying. I don't even know how to express everything I'm feeling. I guess I'm really depressed. Very, very depressed. I'm unemployed. I feel like a complete and utter failure and like the stupidest, shittiest person on earth. I fucking hate myself. I'm all alone. I'm in love and the person doesn't give a shit about me. My OCD is horrible and doesn't leave alone ever. I no longer know who or what I am. I'm always confused. I feel so filled with hatred and anger. I struggle with anxiety all the fucking time. Sometimes I feel like I can't even breathe. I fucking hate myself. I just want to fucking kill myself. I feel at the end of my rope. EVERYTHING seems so fucking dark and menacing and pointless and sad and grey and fruitless. I'm sorry to post all of this, but I have absolutely NO ONE to talk to and NO ONE who gives a shit about me. If you reply PLEASE, PLEASE be nice. PLEASE. Thanks.