I don't have any friends. I hardly see my parents and I live in their house. I'm just kind of "there" and that's it. Nobody has ever helped me or supported anything in my life. I've had to take care of everything on my own. It doesn't really matter if I die. I'm unmarried and no kids. Nobody depends on me. There might be a handful of people who fake some sympathy because it's polite.. but I'll just fade away in a matter of days. Everybody will move on and since I don't interact with anybody now, life won't be different. I think my time here is just over. I don't matter at all. I'm so insignificant. What's the point of living life if it hurts just to wake up? I'm ready for this all to be over. So over.