im sorry that you feel so insignificant at the moment.........i often feel like that.i can promise you you probably arent as insignificant as you think and/or feel though.
im sorry that a lot of people you know have ended up going on to kill themselves.i guess maybe this has added to your sense of lack of self worth perhaps?i can understand that.
It must be so hard dealing with someone you know killing themselves.Must have effected you a lot.
i can understand your desire to kill yourself but i hope you dont go the same way.As hard as it may be [and i know its hard - i dont just sit here saying the words for the sake of it] please try not to act upon any suicidal feelings.
YOu sound very alone.And this may sound scary but perhaps you need to find some company or someone to talk the feelings out with.
i dont know.....im just thinking out loud......sorry.
Last but not least i just want to say again i know and accept your feelings of total insignificance.And i know how powerful those feelings can be.But i wanted to point out that you probably arent ACTUALLY AWARE of all the people you are significant tooi know this doesnt make it any easier for you but please perhaps just try and keep that thought in mind.
i see youve posted anonymously and thats totally cool [indeed part of what this place is for] but please feel free to post again if you find it helpful and want/need more support or whatever.Thats cool and please remember i/we are always here.
It really matter to me and others here hon. I understand and have lost many people in my life. Yes, it is so very easy.. please please, keep reaching out ot us.. have been there many times myself and losing close family members, and friends, to suicide.. Please keep giving us a chance to help walk you through your deep pain.. I know, hon, how difficult it is.. to keep going on. we understand alot.. been there many times.. give us a chance.. ok?