I normally eat something (something as simple as an apple) then after i feel really bad about eating it so i wont eat for maybe just a day or two, sometimes more. For the first few hours of not eating i feel really hungry but then after that i feel full. Even the thought of eating makes me want to be sick. Normally to avoid sitting at the dinner table i go out to one of my friends house and tell my mum that i am going to eat there even though i tell my friend that i am going to have dinner at home. After not eating for a few days i will have something to eat, maybe a meal depending on how long i haven't had food for and it will just start all over again. When i eat something i blame myself and sometimes s.h because i feel like i need to punish myself. I'm really confused because i don't know what's going on and how to stop it. Is it classed as an eating disorder or what? I just want to be able to eat normally and not feel bad about it.