i dont need you to recover. i dont need you to abuse me again and mistreat me and manipulate me and then say its just a joke or that its my fault. i dont need that. i dont need you. and i know not everyone takes me seriously because you are younger than me but i wont let that phase me--you abused me. and i wont stand for it. you sucked the life out of me and i let it happen. but not anymore. i dont need you. dont you dare say i do.