its rare for me to get into one of these crisis phase and actually be scared of myself , normally they fade away without long and dont increase ,
but not this time , ive attempted twice in the last 2 weeks , the thoughts are overwheleming me , forcing me to do things i dont normally do and act out in other ways , i just want things to be over , i want the pain to stop , i want to see the ones i love for the meantime we are apart cos of death and the only way for me to see them is to finish things here . i dont know what else to say ... i need help but urgh no one understands
but not this time , ive attempted twice in the last 2 weeks , the thoughts are overwheleming me , forcing me to do things i dont normally do and act out in other ways , i just want things to be over , i want the pain to stop , i want to see the ones i love for the meantime we are apart cos of death and the only way for me to see them is to finish things here . i dont know what else to say ... i need help but urgh no one understands
