When i was eight i got raped by a man i didn't know... and now i'm 15. I didn't tell anybody until this year.I had enough stuff for people to judge me on, i didn't need this adding to people's sympathetic looks and such...I've always been really cautious...i don't think that's the right word, scared maybe? about relationships with boys. Cause well yeah. And last summer i started liking this boy and he got me really drunk, and apperantly had sex with me when i was passed out and puking on his bed. I was 14 he was 16. I made a stupid choice, my fault what ever. I blame my own stupidity for trusting a boy. Now i'm dating his bestfriend. And he's really good to me, but the last girl he dated is a really big...skank really. He constantly says he'll wait and stuff. He knows i'm not comfortable doing sexual things, and he knows i have trust issues, and he knows i did something with his bestfriend last summer, he just has no idea what. Or why. or anything. I just, i don't know when to tell him about what happened, both things, because he deserves to know right ?