Well I stumbled upon this site whilst searching for answers. I'm just lost and stuck in what feels like a bottomless pit of depression and grief. You shouldn't completely break in half when someone you love wholeheartedly passes away right? You shouldn't still be grieving and still have moments of disbelief after 2 years? Whoever says it gets easier with time failed to say the amount of time cos I still feel the exact same way as i did that day. I don't know but hey, hi.