I had an interview yesterday for a job I should be so excited about and they called me and left msg to tell me to call back so they can tell me when to start. I can't even bring myself to call back. I....don't know how to say what's going through my mind right now. If I had a way to do it in front of me, I think I would. It would be a stupid time to do it as someone will be home in a couple of hrs. And this is not a someone I can talk to. I feel like i don't care if one day I'm happy again, even if it's tomorrow..I don't want to wait and find out. I don't know what to do with myself..